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[Nov. 24th, 2009|09:31 pm] |
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I DO NOT APPRECIATE ALL THIS FEELINGS. I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING HATE YOU. GET ME? NO YOU DON'T. CAUSE WHATEVER I SAY WILL DEFINITELY COME OUT FUCKING WRONG. SHUT UP. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|03:00 pm] |
its been donkey years since i last blogged a proper entry. see, life decided to give me a whole bunch of challenges at one go, and i don't really like the idea of sharing alot of my things online, so the result is kind of merepek one-two lines of entry.
but what the hell, for the sake of friends who reads my journals to sort of keep them updated with the on-goings in my life, i'm going to write something here. so what's new with bedah.. i am newly single but not available right now, but i'm open to flings and games. BAHAHAHA. oh and Uan abg is like my new craze ah, budi dah bole step aside. HEH.
I have not found a proper job, but i am temping around and sending resumes like there's not tomorrow. I just went for an interview last friday and i really, really hope i get that one. (amin, insyallah, bismillah!) it's really kind of sad to not have job. with no money to spend, can't contribute to the household and stuff.
other than that, i've been performing around Sambateria and Bloco Singapore. Hopefully, Anwar calls me up soon for rehearsals cause i am really2 excited for that one.
i think life's been good, those challenges matures me. cheh. kdah. oh and, sape nak belikan aku buku the english version of tafsir al-quran by yusuf ali? its $26 dollars. :) |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|10:40 pm] |
you were the stablest person in my life.
if you were a boy. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
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MEH, JOM JOIN AKU MASOK BELLYDANCING CLASS.
BURN THAT FAT, SHAKE (more like, JIGGLING) THAT ASS.
:)
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[Oct. 5th, 2009|04:41 pm] |
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for all these little things, i'm very thankful.
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|10:47 am] |
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chao chicken. i'm sorry if i was already annoying in early in the morning, still, you dont have to say such things. thanks eh. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|09:26 pm] |
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underneath the tudung,
there's an endless story.
the truth is, there are alot of stories that i truly wish to share. but, i can't. or rather i won't. i'd just hurt, shock, disappoint a whole load more of people. telling the truth doesn't, ruin you. oh hell it does. with these things that i have kept to myself, oh hell it will.
Ya Allah, please forgive me.
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|11:25 am] |
what i need right now is a job, that brings in proper money.
YA ALLAH PLEASE. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|10:54 pm] |
my sister lost her wallet, and she called me crying. cause according to her story, someone stole/pickpocket, from her backpack. only to realise that her wallet was gone when she wanted to buy some drinks after catching a movie with her friend. she lost her wallet, containing her atm card (still so young, my mother make atm card for her. see lah!), her ezlink card, and duit raya collection about $100.
she called me cause she cant get through to my mother. who was with me. so, yeah. she was crying, i was asking so much questions, mother getting annoyed/irritated/geram while listening to our conversation. after hanging up, my mother started nagging at me like its my fault for not asking her to bank in her own money. to that i said, dah ah relax, its her money her loss. she has to do whatever it takes to replace all that. and with this "hilang barang situation", she'll learn to be more careful with her things. then my mother, say what you know, alah you guys never learn anyway. she started to like menyamakan me and all my siblings. -__-''
well, we all forget how it feels to be 15. when you have that much money to spend, it feels very adult-ish. you can buy anything in the world with it. but then, someone stole it, your whole wallet lagi. i feels like your whole world crash. number 1, takde ezlink. number 2, takde duit. how to go home? how to tell your mum you can't go out tmr cause, you lost your ezlink card, that has concession? 100 dollars gone, just like that. mane nak korek?? howwwwww...then you start crying.
i understand my mother point jugak. its damn troublesome to call the respective places to cancel the ezlink and atm cards. its even more troublesome to come out extra money to replace the lost cards. bile budak ni nak belajar if i has to keep saving her. terok ah budak ni. geram betul. yang kau nak bawak duit banyak2 ke hulu-kehilir ni buat ape? asal tak bank in aje? kalau kau ikut aku tadi tak jadi mcm gini? and etc. you get me?
well my point is, kesian adik aku. kesian mak aku. now my mother is asking me to use my money to replace my sister's ezlink card. and me being very lokek, I AM GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN DIK, IF YOU MISS PAYING ME WITH YOUR SCHOOL POCKET MONEY. O$P$.
BEDA, the tailong. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|11:39 am] |
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she grabbed her crotch! omg.
I HAVE TO, HAVE TO, HAVE TO GO WATCH BEYONCE!!!!!!!!
SAPE NAK SPONSORRR?
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|08:17 pm] |
they are just as screwed up as you are. HAHAH.
and lagi satu, kalau dah lawa sangat tak payah pakai make-up banyak2. ade ke patut salam aku nak taknak. like those yang mcm minah kerek nak look down on the minah slenger. take the hand then, drop it. naseb baik, aku dah nak balik. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|10:34 am] |
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eid mubarak to all.
forgive me for all the sins that have been accidentally or intentionally committed.
halalkan makan minum duit baju seluar drums that i have pinjam, robbed, treated to,
have a good one this year. :)
macam like the 8 years,
GUA MALAS NAK RAYA.
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| calling all men to be responsible. |
[Sep. 17th, 2009|03:47 pm] |
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the programme on warna is kinda sad. so sad. the dj calls for callers who are looking for the missing men in their lives. so you get callers who lost their sons, husbands, fathers, brothers and all. so sad. there's this one caller, aged about 23-25, looking for her father. according to her, he was last known to live in malaysia. oh and she haven't seen her father in 15 years. and her plea for her father is to come back and be responsible for the family he built. so......yah. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|10:25 pm] |
i am not an unhappy person. just becoming an angry one, everyday.
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|03:58 pm] |
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you know how sometimes, things fall onto your lap and you just...flick it away. thinking that other better things would come by. why? |
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|12:30 pm] |
all these responsibilities, overwhelming.
my father, please take note. may god balas all the things that you have done to/for/with us. may you be happy. |
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