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bananas on beds.

cause i am super woman.


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"Truly where there is hardship, there is also ease. God promised you that."

Terima kasih.

susah
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susah nak jadi orang.
Susah nak jadi baik.
Susah nak nak jaga hati orang lain.
Susah nak senangkan diri sendiri.

Susahh la bile pagi2 dah melalak.

petaified
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have you ever asked God for more challenges when you feel/think that life, to you, is getting boring?

I have.

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On another note, gua tak habes2 makan petai these few days. So now, kencing, berak, kentot, burp SEMUA bau petai. Ewwwwwwww BEDA!!!

I started tumblr-ing.

thumb-blur
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i feel like trying tumblr out.

great walls
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honestly, i could be just going thru one of those phases where i'd just ignore all texts/calls from anyone. and re-create that wall again.

jiwo jiro 7
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now that JiwoJiro is done, i'm now under the pressure to look for a job, like always.

i'll miss those talented people, the eye-rolls, guitar playing, the 2 line games, feeling anxious and mostly my titisan people.

the l word.
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i envy those girls. showing their love without caring about a thing in the world.

i miss it.

ridikulus!
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i guess, i'm fun to make fun of. or probably i respond well to being made fun.
but i think, making fun of people has its own limits.
you push it too hard, it becomes rude.

ohwell.


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lets just skip the romance part, it disgusts me.

hooded hijab
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i wanna have a hoojab!!

Islam
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" All that the Qur'an requires is that men and women strive to create a just society, where the vulnerable are treated decently. This was the bedrock of the Qur'anic message"

Karen Armstrong, Muhammad: A Biography of the Prophet, Chapter 5: The Warner

The Holy Ka'abah.
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Have you ever wondered why we circle around this Holy Black Box?

It has roots in the pagan tradition of the Arab Jahiliyahs. The Arabs at that point of time do not have a proper religion, they believe in many dieties. But coming to the Holy Ka'abah, gave them a sense of spiritual peace.

So my question is, if it has roots in the pagan tradition of the arab jahiliyahs, why did Islam adopted it? What is its significance to Muslims all around the world? Why 7 times around the Ka'bah?

I need to get a teacher.

hari ini, kita bersyukur. lagi.
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i saw those kids again. they were in their school bus. i miss them.
i'm not sure if i can visit them again, cause orphanages have a strict policy on outsiders visiting them.
oh well, i hope they are well. school and health wise.

i think its wierd that i keep thinking about children alot.
probably my ovaries are screaming for me to use them. BAHAHA!

'09/10
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it feels like its still 2009. why?

i hope you've realised how much hurt you have caused with your stupid actions.



i have to start praying.

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i have been following a youtube channel from a muslim convert, for a while now. i just found out that she de-converted and she is trash-talking Islam.

innalillah wa'inna ilaihi rojiuun.

Fun...Laughs...Good Time!
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I could see you were a man of distinction,
A real big spender

see that smile?
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glee-ing. i'm scared.

i'm back.
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like many other ways that i have learnt of things, i do it the hard way.

i miss going for bloco. i'm kinda having drama overdose.


i miss you
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stage
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its a place that sells sex with music and art.
it's definitely not for the covered ones, i'm thinking if it's for me.

discrimination everywhere.

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it sucks being poor. and depressed at the same time. FUCK YOU LA.

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